Last night
i told a thousand lies to you, into your eyes i swore that i loved you.

i flew!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009

okay, so i flew today.
school was boring. after aep, was walking with some random people. so i grabbed becky's bag and ran.
suddenly, there was this big ball that came crashing towards me.
i flew. let go of becky's bag and crashed to the ground. arm scrapped against the sandy pavement and yeah. i'm bleeding-.-
this shows that becky has the power to make people fly. she flew the other time :/
now my turn. thanks alot ah, qien.


all i wanted.
Monday, September 28, 2009

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you.


resistance.
Friday, September 25, 2009

Love is our resistance
They keep us apart and they won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed

If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again

:(

went to pizza hut with justin, yh, fil, yanru, becky and mildred today.
quite dumb.
played dare or dare. loser had to eat the small piece of pizza with tabasco and water.
lol. all of us kena once. and filbert opted to eat a little bit of tabasco+chilli flakes.
he cried. LOL. damn funny. not hot one lor.

went off with mildred.
after that went cycling with mildred, luqman, budiman and ridhwan.
not bad. cycled to salvation army. mildred still xmm.
wait for the photos from bud.
cycled back. tiring.


imy.
Thursday, September 24, 2009

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know


grand prix.

so F1 is back here.
i'm hoping kimi or lewis will win. but i think button will win this time.
or maybe brawn is going to 'crashgate' like renault :/
lol. okay. everyday is a tiring day.
tmrw is friday! woo.
no AEP also:D:D
back to studying.


one month.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009

one month left to o levels (my practical is on 22nd-.-)
very worried for my chem and ss:(
only prepared for maths, d&t and english. the rest :/

there's awards ceremony rehearsal tmrw.
skipping AEP!:D
hahaha.
okay, nothing much. bye:D

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me


faith.
Saturday, September 19, 2009

long, but worth reading.

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student does not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir..
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't..

( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something.
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it?
In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

( The Class is in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

( The Class breaks out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that
You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.


friday friday!:D
Friday, September 18, 2009

finally friday.
very tiring week for me.
going full speed already.
come home at 4 means early dismiss.
get it?

pretty slack day today.
didn't do much.
went to lot one arcade before AEP.
played stupid games-.-
first, daytona.
won 2 out of 3 matches-.-
8 machines there, 4 spoilt-.-
and shaoboon was the best.
he was 1st, at the 5th lap his steering wheel came off-.-
epic pwnage.
played guitarfreaks with joel lau. and i won!
we look retarded playing.
dexter and joonhowe still go play the DDR. lol.

and and, hope i will be able to ride later!(:


VMA '09
Tuesday, September 15, 2009

tired.
school was really tiring.
:(

can't wait for Os to be over.
i'm left with geography (food geog and development), ss (my SEQs!) and chemistry to chiong.
after Os can play like there's no tomorrow.

green day won 3 video awards!
21 guns~
best direction, best cinematography and best rock video!
that take gaga. and twilight fans! hahaha

gonna be broke soon-.-
need buy stuff for my camera.
UV filter, polarizer, screen protector, dry box, bag and a cleaning kit.
probably a L lens and a flash next time.
zz.

take it back to you
so now that everything i don't know is so hard
it tore us apart,
take me back to feeling that the world would
just be dealing me the right cards
and now you're just so far


why:(
feeling empty.


schooool ain't cooool.
Monday, September 14, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL CKX! (13/9)
thank you for everything! (you won't want me to name out everything.)


anyway, green day won 3 music video awards!
not bad not bad.
school was BORING.
Ms lee cc didn't come.
geog test, go through d&t paper, go through chem worksheet then home.
nothing much to update.
byee!


night ride.
Friday, September 11, 2009

just came home.
went cycling!
went down to west mall area then turn back.
go lot one area jump! hehe.

bought a 50D.
one word. awesome.
the images are really sharp.
colours are just right.
next thing is to work and earn money to buy a new bike and a L lens!
hehehehe.


setbacks.
Monday, September 7, 2009

found out something while i was looking at the cameras.
D5000 is made in thailand! that's a -1.
rebel T1i is made in japan.
not very sure which to get :/

rebel t1i's image quality is not very good, although the colours are not bad.
d5000 beats the EOS on that.
but d5000 does not have AF motor (but i don't need it. DSLR on AF?!)
and d5000's made in thailand.
shall go comex and see how:)
if canon offers zoom lens at a low price, i'll grab it.
if nikon does the same, then see who gives me a flash!:D


quit.
Sunday, September 6, 2009

maradona, QUIT YOUR JOB.
seriously.
stop bringing the argentina team down.
how many defeats already.
from a world cup winning team to a team that can't even beat boliva and chile.
and now, lose to brazil.
argentina will probably not qualify for the WC 2010.

and now, FIFA.
stop giving clubs problems man!
ban chelsea from signing players.
now want to ban man utd.
what's wrong.
why don't ban tom henning ovrebo from being a ref.
he stole chelsea's UCL.

and a good thing.
RENAULT GOT CHARGED FOR FIXING SINGAPORE GP!
woooo.
take that, alonso.

have decided on getting a D5000 instead of a Rebel T1i.
reason? the EOS photo quality not as good (although the colours are better).
getting the cam pretty soon!:D

i was queuing up for my roti prata just now.
watch the indian guy flip flip his chunk of dough and then make it into a prata.
look as if he really enjoyed doing it.
how nice it would be to do something you're passionate about.

my dad wants me to stay in thailand after cosbt's MT.
and wait for my parents and their team to come over on the 12th.
my mum don't really support the idea but i'm still divided over it.
although i'll probably die of missing people in singapore, but staying there is not a bad idea as well.
maybe join the team over there and help out?
got to decide asap!:(


after the storm.
Friday, September 4, 2009



i'm glad everything's okay:)
everything's beautiful after the storm.


emoo.

today was a slack day.
morning no maths lesson, went to hall to listen to Dr Willian Tan talk.
not bad, pretty interesting life story he has.
PE, recess, d&t the FT period.
got back my result slip.
SHOULD HAVE DROPPED AMATHS EARLIER.
now class pos is 30/37, level 185/202.
if i drop, i'll probably be like, pos 15 in class?
pull me down by 10%-.-
cca got b3. zz.
never update.
should be a1/a2 at least lor.
don't know what to do tonight. very tired D:
& tmrw's a saturday!:D


updown.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009

The thing I miss the most, is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I, Cause I just can't take it


today school was boring.
some stuffs happened. zz.
really wonder why people are asking me to help them out with their problems when i myself have problems.
some said i look angry/upset.
what's wrong with me? :(


your choice to read it or not.

(i'm not angry)
you, sometimes i feel like telling you let's go our separate ways and forget about each other.
that's a just a feeling deep inside me.
sometimes the things that you say do hurt me.
maybe i'm just a little too sensitive, maybe not.
if you're wondering why am i still holding on, it's because of the things we've been through.
you've made me cry, you've made me smile.
sigh, i really don't know.


i will boast.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Let not the wise man boast in his wisdom
Or the strong man boast in his strength
Let not the rich man boast in his riches
But let the humble come and give thanks
To the One who made us, the One who saved us


guess what.
i'm can't wait for MT!
it's gonna be fun and exciting.
seeing souls saved, people getting healed.
:)



I'm sorry if it hurts
but babe, it's true
Girl if it helps
I'll say that I love you


darylchia.
19 november 1993.
NYP, SID.





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