moving on.

switch.

2010-08-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

i've moved to http://twohandsoneheart.tumblr.com!:D

lollipop!

2010-07-25T11:15:00.002+08:00

life's full of drama!
hahahaha, reading certain posts by certain people. funny ttm!
it's really amazing how one small little thing, so insignificant, can lead to other things.
people just think too much. so sad!

my mind.

2010-07-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

sometimes i look at what people type, what people post on fb, twitter.
and i realise what they say contradicts what they're doing.
i feel so sad for them.

tell me something i don't know.

2010-07-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

getting from bad to worse..
i really don't know handle such situations.
sometimes..........
sigh, nevermind.

cambodia!

2010-06-27T12:07:00.004+08:00

quite a good trip, had fun with the kids, got to hear their stories.
and we also built a library!
second last day we went to help the GB in cambodia and visit the slums at the same time!

school's starting, nothing but the best!

waka.

2010-06-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

how irritating.
shouldn't have even got close to you.
to think i treasured you so much.

bought my monster heartbeats<3 !
yup. finally term break, can rest a little. and i can't wait for the cambodia trip!
back to world cup..

germany!

nope.

2010-06-06T15:41:00.006+08:00

yes? no?

2010-06-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

life and love and why.

2010-06-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

a twist in my story.

2010-05-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

you've changed so much.
maybe, just maybe.

sundays are unproductive.

2010-05-09T05:02:00.002+08:00

another sunday has arrived!
yup, 3 weeks passed so quickly.
pretty busy with projects and yeah, projects.
so many things to do, yet i'm enjoying it.
really love my class man! hehe.
i guess that's all:)
too much to say! okay, back to drawing :/

never let me go.

2010-04-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

You pick me up
When i am down
And on my own

You hold my hand
And lead me on
Into your plan

Whenever i cry out you hear me
Whenever i fall down you hold me

Hold me never let me go
Change me
I want the world to know
You are living in me
God i know you'll never let me go

how much do you think you are worth?

kaiser5!

2010-04-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

teehee:D

think again.

2010-03-31T13:01:00.001+08:00

pedal, damn it.

2010-03-28T20:47:00.004+08:00

i know i'm kind of late.
but anyway, although i don't know him,
rest in peace, Ben.
Pedal on!

Credits to Agent Shoots for the photos.

basics.

2010-03-12T00:47:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since i've updated.
yeah, sunday was OCBC.
went there on my mountain bike with 2.5" hookworms:)
hehehe. came in 71st in my catergory which is lousy la.
but managed to hit my target time.
slept the day away. went to BBSS and fico on mondayy.
play until leg very suannn.
tuesday did some camp planning. at night fell sick.
vomited, etc. thank God i was okay on wednedsday.
went for health checkup. now can submit my poly envelop thingy alr!:D
okay. gonna sleep now! byee!

Pulse.

2010-03-04T10:00:00.000+08:00

A fire a fire, you can only take what you can carry
A pulse your pulse, it's the only thing I can remember
I break you don't, I was always set to self destruct though
The fire the fire, it cracks and barks like primal music

I said I knew the beat 'cause it matched your own beat
It's become my engine my own source of heat
The sea between us only amplifies the sound waves
Every hum and echo and crash paints my cave.

the split.

2010-02-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

yes, so ACTSplosives has officially been 'closed down' in a way.
4 years with them, good and bad memories. will really miss them alot.
guess it's time to move on.
to all of you, i know it will take time before we pick ourselves up and move on but still, don't give up on God, or rather, never give up on God!
we still can meet up and have fun:)

and to those in New Life, start spending time and get closer to one another!

more more more.

2010-02-27T00:48:00.001+08:00

doreenub showed me this..

Her: "Why do you like me to be on your right?"
He: "Cause.."
Her: "You're a right hander RIGHT?
He: "Yah, but not only that."
Her: "Ughumm?"
He: "Cause you're the RIGHT one for me! ♥"
Her: "HAHAHA. sweeeeeeeeeeet, but why you the left? Not right for me?"
He: "So that you will never be LEFT alone."
Her: "♥"

super cute. hahaha.

liferaft.

2010-02-24T02:05:00.001+08:00

finally a proper update.

2010-02-22T00:41:00.003+08:00

okay, i'm finally doing a proper update.
the past few ones were crap la. lol.

yep. sold my road bike yesterday cause i fell on friday and i didn't dare to ride on road anymore :/
not totally la. but aiya. offroad is the best.

other than that i think nothing much.
small problems here and there but i won't let it affect me.

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

waves.

2010-02-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

jamie all over.

2010-02-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

come right out and say it.

2010-02-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

bruised and scarred.

2010-02-13T15:01:00.003+08:00

It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming.

remind: make sure i ride at least thrice a week. average of <35km/h is not acceptable!

do you?

2010-02-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

OverDrive.

2010-02-03T10:22:00.004+08:00

finished watching overdrive alr.
pretty cool. the 4 main characters ended up riding in the Tour de France.
and Shinozaki was the sprinter:D

the way Shinozaki rode in his first competitive road race reminded me of how i was like during my first ride to tuas.
wanting to give up, but there was something that just pushed me on.(:

walking down by the bay.

2010-02-02T00:34:00.001+08:00

addicted to OverDrive!
hahaha, left with 7 more episodes:D

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

84th!

2010-01-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

went back to 84th yesterday.
woo, things have changed alot.
probably going back to serve.
see how la:)

they had amazing race all over cck, i stayed in the bb room to help hy with the photo college thingy.
made myself useful:) hahaha!

after that went for dinner then soccer till 1am.
tiring la, but shiok ttm.
that made my friday:)

carousel.

2010-01-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

I talk to you every now and then
I never felt so alone again
I stop to think at a wishing well
My thoughts send me on a carousel

Here I am standing on my own
Not a motion from the telephone
I know not a reason why
Solitudes a reason to die

it's affecting me alot,
sorry.

take my hand.

2010-01-28T11:28:00.004+08:00

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

dajie!

2010-01-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

happy birthday jacelyn dajieee:)

thanks for everything(:
and don't doubt me hor!

warriors.

2010-01-22T01:48:00.002+08:00

A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

went to watch a soccer match with trevor and qien just now!
SAFFC vs AIK Solna.
didn't know AIK was the reigning swedish champions + uefa cup contenders.
we drew 1-1. not bad! hehehe.

and,

happy birthday khoyanru!:)

enough man!

2010-01-19T14:12:00.002+08:00

played soccer on sunday with the acts team people,

had lunch at chicken rice stall then battlefield 2!

hahahaha, super fun man.

we were like, eh 1 hour only hor.

end up 4 hours-.-

the last round was rubbish. everyone was trying to fly the helicopter/plane instead of capturing flag.

time for me to do some proper road cycling man.

hahahaha.

last night on earth.

2010-01-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you.
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.

With every breath that I am worth
Here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you.
So if you dare to second guess
You can rest assured
That all my love's for you

Green Day!

2010-01-15T01:30:00.003+08:00

lucky girl who went on stage

im back from Green Day concert!

awesome man. tre cool was super crazy.

didn't expect them to play some songs, and as usual, good riddance was the nicest.

billie joe played the know your enemy live solo right infront of me!

and mike dirnt slapped my hand. hahaha.

after that we moved the the back cause jiaming couldn't take the mosh pit.

quite fun actually.

everyone got high when st jimmy was played. lol.

can't miss the next Green Day concert!

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

move on!

2010-01-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

results are out.

not too bad (to me).

english- C6 (this is bad)

comb humanes- B3

emaths- B3 (BAD BAD BAD!)

science- B4

d&t- B3

Chinese- C6

L1R4: 19

so my cca is a2, can minus off. makes it 17.

quite disappointed with my english and emaths.

but it's over! so whats the point of crying over spilt milk?

now praying that i can get into the course i want.

really have to praise God for this results, especially comb humanes.

i've never passed my CH before, all the way f9.

and chem was on the same day as SS, so i chiong chem, and neglect SS.

but thank God i was reading the answers for the SEQ right before the paper:D

hehehe. okay, i guess thats all.

be happy man! what for cry/emo-.-

changes?

2010-01-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

things have changed, and it can never go back to how it was.

same goes for us, we can never go back to how we were.

no Ctrl+Z buttons in our life.

we just keep moving on and on and on..

what rubbish.

2010-01-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

idk why is my foot injured-.-

irritatingly pain.

and i was still thinking of going for FYT's saturday YOG ride...

sigh.

now thigh pain somemore.

last post of the year.

2009-12-31T17:38:00.003+08:00

okayokay, what so happy about new year!
you see, you grow older by one year, your birthday cake gets more holes.
lol okay crap.

going for a ride later on. ride into the new year!-.-
hahahaha.

Happy New Year!

new ride.

2009-12-30T13:00:00.002+08:00

and so i got my new road bike.
okay whatever.

things to look forward in 2010:
~~results~~
CNY!
stop raining so often
green day concert!
idk what else.

i hope it's gonna be a better year (that's what i say at the end of every year)

okay bye! going to get my lights:)

you're the sugar in my high

all i want for christmas.

2009-12-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

I don’t want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don’t care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas day
And I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, you baby

I'm back!

2009-12-24T12:43:00.001+08:00

hahaha okay i'm slow.
was pretty busy the past few days.
and i doubt i'll be updating this blog often.
recent trip to udon thani was not bad:)
quite fun. went down to bangkok on 17th.
even more fun lol.
okay i'm lazy to update.
byeeee.

So maybe this time
I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear
is tearin' at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin' 'bout the rain
And mullin' over things
that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance
to tell him that You love Him.

off, again.

2009-12-11T11:01:00.003+08:00

i love this picture:)
hahaha.
okay, i'm leaving tmrw and i'm not done with my packing.
will probably do it when i get home tonight.
not feeling well currently, please do pray for me.
yup, i guess thats all.

let my photos show of your glory.

conviction.

2009-12-10T12:12:00.001+08:00

But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the Body of Christ

this song really convicted me.
if we are the body, why aren't things happening?
2 more days, thailand.
all the way.

giants in life.

2009-12-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

Men.

2009-12-09T09:25:00.003+08:00

my next MT is approaching and i feel both excited and sian.
excited cause yeah, gonna do God's work again!
sian because i'll miss people:(
hahaha it's wednesday and i have alot of things undone.
haven't learn the songs for this MT, haven't clear my memory card for my dslr.
and and and, haven't totally unpack my bag!!
i was walking down the hallway and i saw my parents bag, nicely packed.
zzzzzzz. nevermind today got time. hehehe.

before i slept last night, was thinking of people like decha, b.vincent, s.judy, p.poi.
i look at myself and i look at them.
and i really wonder how did they managed to commit their whole life to God, or rather, putting God first in everything.
yes, sometimes we do forget about putting God first. and i think many are guilty of that.
but look at them, men and women of great faith.
i want to be like them, i want to be that empty vessel that God will use.
i want to look at people like how God looks at them.

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

3 more days

2009-12-09T01:25:00.003+08:00

3 more days before i fly again.
another mission trip:)
if my calling is really to go to another place and serve God, i'll gladly accept it:)

went out with sheryl, alan and jenise today.
visited jacelyn at world of sports and watched couples retreat! not bad, quite funny.
hahaha. walk walk, then go home.
went out again to meet deb and mabel. had dinner, then tried to find a shop which sells ice cream with deb. failed-.-
hahaha forget it. okay, goodnight world!

i hate liars.
talk about trusting you so much.

i'm back!

2009-12-06T10:52:00.003+08:00

mission trip was a blast.
very different from '07 one though.
but i really enjoyed it.
a wonderful team with the willingness to go out there and tell the world about Christ, helpers from the church who took time out to follow us around, bro vincent, sister judy, pi poi and decha who also followed us around and lead us.
not forgetting, i've got a awesome God who was with us all the time.

there might not be as many miracles/healings/salvation compared to the previous trips but yeah, this trip really thought us about compassion.
compassion, not pity.

photos showing of His glory. (on facebook!)

i'm off!

2009-11-29T07:28:00.001+08:00

goodbye people:)

The Acts.

2009-11-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

1In my former book, Theophilus, I wrote about all that Jesus began to do and to teach 2until the day he was taken up to heaven, after giving instructions through the Holy Spirit to the apostles he had chosen. 3After his suffering, he showed himself to these men and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive. He appeared to them over a period of forty days and spoke about the kingdom of God. 4On one occasion, while he was eating with them, he gave them this command: "Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. 5For John baptized with[a] water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit."

6So when they met together, they asked him, "Lord, are you at this time going to restore the kingdom to Israel?"

7He said to them: "It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority. 8But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."

9After he said this, he was taken up before their very eyes, and a cloud hid him from their sight.

10They were looking intently up into the sky as he was going, when suddenly two men dressed in white stood beside them. 11"Men of Galilee," they said, "why do you stand here looking into the sky? This same Jesus, who has been taken from you into heaven, will come back in the same way you have seen him go into heaven."

was reading this at 3am, sent out a message on this to my MT group as well.
why did i bold v7 and v8?
simple. because i feel that we should trust God's timing.
in the mission field, we have to keep looking to God. we can't do things ourselves.
we shouldn't expect changes to happen immediately because God's timing is always right. there is a reason for every single thing.

v8.
But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.
In the mission field, we are gonna experience God's power.
In this context, 'witnessing' does not only mean seeing, but instead both seeing and telling others what God has done! (this gets me really excited)

Christians out there, please do pray for us!:)

happy happy (not)

2009-11-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

went around taking photos today.
was starbucks (bugis) drinking my frap.
saw some kids playing with the fountain so decided to snap some shots after finishing my frap.
sigh, children are just so innocent.
watching them play also makes me feel happy.
as we grow older, we won't get satisfied so easily, unlike them.

give up the fight.

2009-11-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

love the piano version of this song<3
and picture is just so... :)

prom, flat out.

2009-11-23T15:10:00.008+08:00

friday:
prom!:)

almost everyone looked nice lol.
nothing much to update except pictures.

yanruuu:)
hahaha brother for 4 years. knows me the best.
jiaming and qien (chicken!)
eugene ng, 4 years classmate!

lol the rest i lazy find.

went to marina square for bowling after that, reached home at 4am.

sunday!
yewtee flat out challenge.
see those riders... sigh lol. pros man.

we also met a bunch of nicolai sponsored riders.
pro until cannot pro.

yup, and here are some of the hot rides.
this is wcys, william chan. another sponsored rider.
specialized!

commie.
giant.
another commie.
knolly.
nicolai!
black market.
konaaa.
another kona!
orange. but the bike is green-.-
and a giant!

the best has yet to come.

muahaha:D

i can wait forever.

2009-11-21T03:57:00.002+08:00

you look so beautiful today
when you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
so i try to find the words that i could say
i know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
and i can't lie
every time i leave my heart turns gray
and i want to come back home to see your face
and i, cause i just can't take it

another day without you with me
is like a blade that cuts right through me
but i can wait, i can wait forever
when you call my heart stops beating
when you're gone it won't stop bleeding
but i can wait
i can wait forever

me 16 alr.

2009-11-20T00:15:00.008+08:00

okay, let's start off with 18th november.
went to AMK hub in the afternoon to get my EF-S 55-250mm lens:D
quite stunned by the quality.

there it is, and my first shot!

after that, had MT training.
pretty good.
and yeah, thanks for singing a birthday song for me!:)

19th november.
~~i woke up it was seven, and i waited till eleven just to figure out that no one would call.~~
went to doreen neo's house at 9!
da pao roti prata for her. lol.
help her restring her guitar and before i left she gave me a present:)

(i haven't open it :/)

afternoon, met up with sherylckx for lunch.
and she passed me my present.
thanks alot, really:)

it looks nice, it tastes nice.

went to jurong point for dinner with my family!
ate at nyny. and i bought my shoes, like finally.
reached home, went out again.
at first thought i was gonna meet yanru only.
then i suspected something when she was acting weird and trevor's messages were :S
so yeah. trevor, qien, mildred, becky, justin, yh and kianhwee were outside kfc waiting for me.
hahaha. went to my house the void deck to 'celebrate', then walked yanru home.

thanks to those who wished me!:)
(according to time)

doreen
mildred
trevor
sheryl
qien
junjie
darius
liying
Jiajun
xinping
hafeeza
jun jie
azmee
cynthia
daniel
shijie
sarah
justin
qijun
firdiana
afiqah
joel koh
jason wo
sheila
sergio
zhiting
nicol
gladys xmm
joel lau
darshan
zara
yuling
luqman
cuitian
jiaming
cassandra
faithpan
georgiana
becky
jieying
peiru
joanna
dexter
jenise
roger
SNN
debra
hannah
elton
wenjie
patricia
kim
xinqi
abigail
zaki
kian hwee
yeong hann
hadi
lester

yanru

and sorry if i missed out any!

had a wonderful birthday man:)

kids in love.

2009-11-17T23:39:00.001+08:00

And it's still out of my reach
And you're still
All of the things that I want in my life
How could I ask you to leave me?
And we were just kids in love
The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tear us apart?

tired, very tired.

2012, the end?

2009-11-13T11:38:00.003+08:00

went to watch 2012 yesterday with trevor, qien, becky, yanru and mildred.
was quite okay. talk about it later.
yep. met trevor and qien earlier to go get tickets and some guitar stuff from bras basah. now my guitar sounds so bright!:D
went back to iluma and played at the arcade outrun2 and hummer was fun man. lol.
ate dinner at ben10 cafe with the girls then went for the movie.

Terry secures bragging rights for Blues.

2009-11-09T11:49:00.003+08:00

Captain John Terry put Chelsea five points clear of Manchester United at the top of the Premier League with a second-half matchwinner at Stamford Bridge.

chelsea won! the ref sucked too.
anyway, both teams played very well. cech and van der sar were awesome.
have not been blogging much cause everyday is eat sleep play.
today is the 9th of november, which means 19 more days to MT!:D
hehehe. okay. i guess thats all.

3 more!

2009-11-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

ugh, d&t. gg.

back to the EPL.

2009-11-01T09:46:00.002+08:00

Trotters trounced by Blues.

Leaders Chelsea made sure they could not be overtaken at the top of the division with a 4-0 win at Bolton Wanderers. A run of two consecutive away defeats was ended in style by Carlo Ancelotti's men. Frank Lampard scored from a penalty for which the award had led to the sending off of Jloyd Samuel just before half-time. Deco scored a breakaway goal from a Bolton corner to make it two and then Zat Knight scored an own-goal with the match already won. Didier Drogba completed the scoring very late on.

and, awww. liverpool lost.
rafa should start packing up man!
you know, sometimes hate people on fb. man utd, chelsea, arsenal fans are celebrating their win and liverpool fans just like to find problem with US.
sour grape.
and some pool fans are *ahem* dumb.
telling me liverpool will win EPL/UCL, is the same as telling me Uruguay will win the world cup again.
who cares. Chelsea's winning and i like it.

no, no, no.

2009-10-30T16:10:00.001+08:00

When the world says, "Give up",
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

in the middle.

2009-10-29T09:21:00.004+08:00

thank God for bringing me through emaths.
there's still many more to go though.
today got to study chem and ss.

In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, its gonna burn you
And here we are now, same situation,
You never listen, I never listen

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
Its a game and we are all just victims of love.

1.

2009-10-25T13:51:00.004+08:00

Five-star Chelsea hammer Rovers

c'mon pool fans. the title race is between Man Utd and Chelsea.
and the battle for a UCL place is between Arsenal, Spurs, City and Villa.
:)

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close off these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you.

3.

2009-10-23T13:57:00.002+08:00

“A guy walks up to me and asks 'What's Punk?'. So I kick over a garbage can and say 'That's punk!'. So he kicks over a garbage can and says 'That's Punk?', and I say 'No that's trendy!”
-Billie Joe Armstrong.

okay la.
science practical wasn't THAT bad.
but still ugh.
magnification supposed to be more than 1x. mine was 0.87x-.-
chemistry quite okay, didn't expect to do really well anyway.

monday's english!
later going read the free writing book:)
that should be all.
and you, take care!

keeper.

2009-10-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

i wanna know if i could be,
someone to turn to,
that could never hurt you.
but i know what you think of me,
you had a breakthrough,
and now i'm just bad news for you.

i wish i could be,
somebody else.
i wish i could see,
you and myself.
i wish there was something inside me,
to keep you beside me.
and say what you really feel.
you know i need something that's real.
i wish there was something inside me,
to keep you beside me.

i should've told you everything.
i never gave you anything.
i should've told you everything.
if i could give you anything,
then i would tell you everything.

screw science practical.

you.

2009-10-20T20:53:00.001+08:00

i'm worried:(

6.

2009-10-20T17:28:00.003+08:00

went out to study with changyenub today!
okay la, not bad.
except that the aircon was abit too cold.
she repeat the fractional distillation of petroleum thing until i remember alr-.-

petrol, naphtha, kerosene, diesel, lubricating oil and bitumen. zz.
k, whatever.
going night study tmrw!(Y)
muahahaha. okay. better start studying alr. and 21st century breakdown's MV is awesome!

9.

2009-10-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

first shot at panning.
okay, bye. study.

I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
she went away and then I took a different path.
I remember the face,
but I can't recall the name.
now I wonder how whatsername has been.

HH over.

2009-10-16T15:46:00.007+08:00

green day's coming to singapore on the 14th of january!
& i've gotten my tickets:D
first time leh:D

hahaha. okay.
last day of lessons today.
so proud of myself. never skip any lessons *beams*

time to post some of the pics taken last friday:)

and i don't know where did the rest go :/

13.

2009-10-13T17:23:00.002+08:00

O's inch closer.

i think the hot housing week is pretty good, considering the fact that irritating people pon the lessons. was pretty pissed today.
ugh, nevermind.
the PSLE maths questions were *ahem* quite tough.
we couldn't solve it through models.
maybe use simultaneous equation or differentiation/integration can.

joon howe: " xia suay la. PSLE maths question also cannot do. still want go O level."

lol! okay. back to studying.

15.

2009-10-11T10:36:00.002+08:00

long time since i've updated.
everyday has been- wake up, school, lunch, bathe, eat, study.
and i come online only to play viwawa :/
yup. 15more days.
pretty stressed up.
very scared for chemistry. i still don't get stuff!
prepared for english, d&t, emaths, geog and almost for bio.
left ss (venice, globalisation) and chem (UGH!).
gonna spend the rest of the days studying-.-

hothousing starts tmrw.
only 4/4 and 4/5 have.
also good la. we these type stay at home sure wake up late late then study abit only.
go school at least got teachers to monitor us and help us.
friday was graduation.
i don't feel like a graduate, yet.
but in time to come, i guess i'll start missing all my friends.
4 years went by so quickly.
i still remember going for sec 1 orientation, running down orchard road during amazing race, going RTC. then came sec 2. failed end of year maths! oops.
hahaha. sec 3 was hell. okay skip skip.

world cup qualifiers yesterday.
england lost, but it was a good performance though.
and argentina should still sack maradona, period.

bought my 5 million dollar home already!
finally got a proper bag for my camera:D:D
it's actually quite big. thought i won't be able to put a 50D in with one flash and 1 or 2 lenses.

back to mugging!

Chelsea give Reds the blues.

2009-10-05T17:45:00.007+08:00

Blues defied critics.

c'mon, blue is the colour, football is our game.
chelsea won liverpool yesterday.
and it wasn't a good performance in the first place.
petr cech was suspended, obi mikel and alex weren't fit.
so? still win!
and hold on, where was torres? best striker? maybe.
but with carvalho around, hmmm.
hahaha. anelka and malouda, 60th and 90th minute.
looks like it's arsenal and chelsea fighting for the title.
maybe man utd.

got to start chionging homework!
bye:D

the piano knows something i don't know.

2009-10-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

the cambodia mission trip team will be leaving tmrw!
hope they will claim cambodia little by little.
God bless!

anyway. went to play lighter/candle/sparkler/fire after church.
fun man! although only 4 of us (all ps!)
hahahaha. it's midnight and i'm not tired. weird.

told you we were drifting.
everything just doesn't feel right.
where are we heading?

turn it off.

2009-10-03T11:36:00.005+08:00

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom.

i woke up, thinking it was raining-.-
looked down, not a single person was carrying an umbrella.
i thought, maybe the rain haven't reach them la:)
so i went over to my sister's room.
NO RAIN. and i realised the workers were spraying my block-.-

went down to temasek poly yesterday.
couldn't take much photos because of the place i'm sitting and my lens-.-
watched my sister receive the NYAA gold award:)
went back home, then out to cck park.
didn't bring camera. wasted-.-
played with fire:D:D
hahaha. okay la, quite fun. but i think today gonna be more fun.
got people like joel lau-.-
got to go! studyyyyy.

told you the place where i sat was bad.

both unity top students leh!
(sorry for the greenish photo, over exposed :/)

all for love.

2009-10-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

i flew!

2009-09-29T18:02:00.002+08:00

okay, so i flew today.
school was boring. after aep, was walking with some random people. so i grabbed becky's bag and ran.
suddenly, there was this big ball that came crashing towards me.
i flew. let go of becky's bag and crashed to the ground. arm scrapped against the sandy pavement and yeah. i'm bleeding-.-
this shows that becky has the power to make people fly. she flew the other time :/
now my turn. thanks alot ah, qien.

all i wanted.

2009-09-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you.

resistance.

2009-09-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

Love is our resistance
They keep us apart and they won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed

If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again

:(

went to pizza hut with justin, yh, fil, yanru, becky and mildred today.
quite dumb.
played dare or dare. loser had to eat the small piece of pizza with tabasco and water.
lol. all of us kena once. and filbert opted to eat a little bit of tabasco+chilli flakes.
he cried. LOL. damn funny. not hot one lor.

went off with mildred.
after that went cycling with mildred, luqman, budiman and ridhwan.
not bad. cycled to salvation army. mildred still xmm.
wait for the photos from bud.
cycled back. tiring.

imy.

2009-09-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

grand prix.

2009-09-24T17:01:00.002+08:00

so F1 is back here.
i'm hoping kimi or lewis will win. but i think button will win this time.
or maybe brawn is going to 'crashgate' like renault :/
lol. okay. everyday is a tiring day.
tmrw is friday! woo.
no AEP also:D:D
back to studying.

one month.

2009-09-22T17:36:00.002+08:00

one month left to o levels (my practical is on 22nd-.-)
very worried for my chem and ss:(
only prepared for maths, d&t and english. the rest :/

there's awards ceremony rehearsal tmrw.
skipping AEP!:D
hahaha.
okay, nothing much. bye:D

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

faith.

2009-09-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

long, but worth reading.

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student does not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir..
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't..

( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something.
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it?
In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

( The Class is in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

( The Class breaks out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that
You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.

friday friday!:D

2009-09-18T17:31:00.002+08:00

finally friday.
very tiring week for me.
going full speed already.
come home at 4 means early dismiss.
get it?

pretty slack day today.
didn't do much.
went to lot one arcade before AEP.
played stupid games-.-
first, daytona.
won 2 out of 3 matches-.-
8 machines there, 4 spoilt-.-
and shaoboon was the best.
he was 1st, at the 5th lap his steering wheel came off-.-
epic pwnage.
played guitarfreaks with joel lau. and i won!
we look retarded playing.
dexter and joonhowe still go play the DDR. lol.

and and, hope i will be able to ride later!(:

VMA '09

2009-09-15T18:13:00.004+08:00

tired.
school was really tiring.
:(

can't wait for Os to be over.
i'm left with geography (food geog and development), ss (my SEQs!) and chemistry to chiong.
after Os can play like there's no tomorrow.

green day won 3 video awards!
21 guns~
best direction, best cinematography and best rock video!
that take gaga. and twilight fans! hahaha

gonna be broke soon-.-
need buy stuff for my camera.
UV filter, polarizer, screen protector, dry box, bag and a cleaning kit.
probably a L lens and a flash next time.
zz.

take it back to you
so now that everything i don't know is so hard
it tore us apart,
take me back to feeling that the world would
just be dealing me the right cards
and now you're just so far

why:(
feeling empty.

schooool ain't cooool.

2009-09-14T18:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL CKX! (13/9)
thank you for everything! (you won't want me to name out everything.)

anyway, green day won 3 music video awards!
not bad not bad.
school was BORING.
Ms lee cc didn't come.
geog test, go through d&t paper, go through chem worksheet then home.
nothing much to update.
byee!

night ride.

2009-09-11T22:31:00.001+08:00

just came home.
went cycling!
went down to west mall area then turn back.
go lot one area jump! hehe.

bought a 50D.
one word. awesome.
the images are really sharp.
colours are just right.
next thing is to work and earn money to buy a new bike and a L lens!
hehehehe.

setbacks.

2009-09-07T13:26:00.002+08:00

found out something while i was looking at the cameras.
D5000 is made in thailand! that's a -1.
rebel T1i is made in japan.
not very sure which to get :/

rebel t1i's image quality is not very good, although the colours are not bad.
d5000 beats the EOS on that.
but d5000 does not have AF motor (but i don't need it. DSLR on AF?!)
and d5000's made in thailand.
shall go comex and see how:)
if canon offers zoom lens at a low price, i'll grab it.
if nikon does the same, then see who gives me a flash!:D

quit.

2009-09-06T11:08:00.003+08:00

maradona, QUIT YOUR JOB.
seriously.
stop bringing the argentina team down.
how many defeats already.
from a world cup winning team to a team that can't even beat boliva and chile.
and now, lose to brazil.
argentina will probably not qualify for the WC 2010.

and now, FIFA.
stop giving clubs problems man!
ban chelsea from signing players.
now want to ban man utd.
what's wrong.
why don't ban tom henning ovrebo from being a ref.
he stole chelsea's UCL.

and a good thing.
RENAULT GOT CHARGED FOR FIXING SINGAPORE GP!
woooo.
take that, alonso.

have decided on getting a D5000 instead of a Rebel T1i.
reason? the EOS photo quality not as good (although the colours are better).
getting the cam pretty soon!:D

i was queuing up for my roti prata just now.
watch the indian guy flip flip his chunk of dough and then make it into a prata.
look as if he really enjoyed doing it.
how nice it would be to do something you're passionate about.

my dad wants me to stay in thailand after cosbt's MT.
and wait for my parents and their team to come over on the 12th.
my mum don't really support the idea but i'm still divided over it.
although i'll probably die of missing people in singapore, but staying there is not a bad idea as well.
maybe join the team over there and help out?
got to decide asap!:(

after the storm.

2009-09-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

i'm glad everything's okay:)
everything's beautiful after the storm.

emoo.

2009-09-04T17:48:00.001+08:00

today was a slack day.
morning no maths lesson, went to hall to listen to Dr Willian Tan talk.
not bad, pretty interesting life story he has.
PE, recess, d&t the FT period.
got back my result slip.
SHOULD HAVE DROPPED AMATHS EARLIER.
now class pos is 30/37, level 185/202.
if i drop, i'll probably be like, pos 15 in class?
pull me down by 10%-.-
cca got b3. zz.
never update.
should be a1/a2 at least lor.
don't know what to do tonight. very tired D:
& tmrw's a saturday!:D

updown.

2009-09-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

The thing I miss the most, is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I, Cause I just can't take it

today school was boring.
some stuffs happened. zz.
really wonder why people are asking me to help them out with their problems when i myself have problems.
some said i look angry/upset.
what's wrong with me? :(

your choice to read it or not.

(i'm not angry)
you, sometimes i feel like telling you let's go our separate ways and forget about each other.
that's a just a feeling deep inside me.
sometimes the things that you say do hurt me.
maybe i'm just a little too sensitive, maybe not.
if you're wondering why am i still holding on, it's because of the things we've been through.
you've made me cry, you've made me smile.
sigh, i really don't know.

i will boast.

2009-09-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

Let not the wise man boast in his wisdom
Or the strong man boast in his strength
Let not the rich man boast in his riches
But let the humble come and give thanks
To the One who made us, the One who saved us

guess what.
i'm can't wait for MT!
it's gonna be fun and exciting.
seeing souls saved, people getting healed.
:)

yay!

2009-08-31T19:21:00.002+08:00

i'm going for MT
i'm going for MT
i'm going for MT
i'm going for MT
i'm going for MT
i'm going for MT!:D

i've decided to go.
before that was thinking, since i'm going for another trip in december, can skip this.
asked God if i should go or not. because this wasn't an issue about parents not allowing/ financial prob.
so yeah, decided to go.
i've drifted far enough from God, and it's time to get back.

broken.

2009-08-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

these few days get pissed very easily.
even trevor and qien could tell when i played pool with them-.-
ohwell...

thanks for being there!
really appreciate you.

ocean avenue.

2009-08-30T18:45:00.004+08:00

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.

i know it's old.
but this song keeps repeating in my head.
there's place on ocean avenue:)

sunday.

2009-08-30T08:41:00.003+08:00

it's very cold now D:
yesterday was saturday.
church again.
after service, help sckx change her guitar strings.
then my dad picked me up, blah blah.today after tuition going down suntec to find my family.
long way there man :/

still don't know which AM/XC bike to get!
currently only got cube XMS in mind.
commencal?
scott?
trek?
and i know cannondale and transition is way over my budget.

Before marriage.... .

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!

After marriage....
Simply read from bottom to the top.

offroad.

2009-08-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

went riding with jasonwo, calvin (wheelerfalcon), caleb and sergio.
met up at ulu first then played at the slope.
after that jason bring us go off road.
super muddy can. and i was in slippers and no helmet.
fun. lol.
pretty boring day.
with my injured toe, couldn't do much.
looking forward to monday!
tiredddd.

decided on a full sus! XC/AM.

get that right.

2009-08-27T18:13:00.001+08:00

Say it again for me,
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m,
The only one who blows your mind.

almost crashed just now. zzz.
no idea what went wrong.

school was pretty boring, again.
after that ate lunch then go for d&t.
printed stuff, submit then zao.
went down to ulu. now don't know should get road bike or HT/FS-.-
left there will wheelerfalcon.
at the junction, almost fell/crash/flip/whatever.
no idea why. should be chain too loose.
chiong back with my bleeding toe and knee.
D:

it's all about you.

2009-08-26T17:33:00.002+08:00

One boy,
One girl.
Two hearts beating wildly,
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled,
She smiled.
And They knew right away,
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world,
Revolved around one boy,
And one girl.

slept at 1am last night.
after sanding my bb7 brake pads and changing tubes.
was about to sleep then got beetle fly in. zzz.
flew into my light. so i got ready for a war!
hahaha. took a curve ruler, a metal ruler and a insect repellent.
use curve ruler get it out then spray repellent, then use metal ruler hit it to the floor-.-
yay i won. zz.

okay-day in school.
fire drill waste of time.
got alot of things to do tonight. byeee.